Date: 5/11/2009

Things ive noticed

Ive noticd n even proved it to myself that i am a sadist and in that moment il enjoy in an amused anger, the pain of the one i love. I cant change it. Tho its preventable if im not provoked. Anyway, another thing is i realy hate stupid ppl.... The end. Also ive noticed im happy. Tho i do get pained, either from memories of the past, things ive done or have been done 2 me, or fearz of the future... But i supose we al fear that one. I wish al could feel happiness. I dont wana feel it alone. Ive also noticed life. By this i mean i realize what should b apreciated, or the way ppl are and how they arent themselves around othas when they should b. Ive realize one very important thing too, i truely am sorry for the misfortune and pain ive caused upon others. I wil learn from mistakes. I never wana make the same mistake twice. I am and will be better.


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