Date: 5/4/2011

i should b happy...

But i know im not. Maybe its becus i want to much... I was told 2yrz ago i should b happy. I have what alot of ppl would only dream to have but theres a saying that goes one mans trash is the next mans treasure. This does not mean i think that what i have is trash tho. Otherz want what they dnt have. Thus otherz say i should b grateful 4 wat i have, as they want it. Wat makes me so diferent from wanting something i dont have? Maybe im greedy then? That il never have enough? Yet ppl do diferent things and want new chalanges, al in the experiance of life... Because i got what many wantd early means i have to live my life just as it is and b happy? I didnt get to experiment, i didnt get 2 explore, i didnt get to do things many otherz did and im to accept i can never experiance it? Hypocrates. U had it. I want the memory too... I want to LIVE... Not just b on auto-piolet with wat i have. Everybody needs suming new. I want it too... For 2yrz and stil i cant. Im not happy... I used 2 b 4 a short while. Now..? No. I doubt any would understand anyway.


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